début frais

long time ehh..... hmm..

where shld i begin..? ah yes...

firstly.... a big thank you to hazelina amberfire for commenting on my blog entries. seriously thanks a ton man. uu owned. not only that... uu actually wrote it on a piece of paper n kept it that long for me... like...hell wow.... uu rock dude. thanks alot. owe uu one... ok not one. but i do owe you a few things.

n just to let uu knw, am not quite done telling uu all my stories.
am in great confusion over certain things.i mean...OH WAITT... DUDE.... ur like my biggest lucky charmm!!!
my goshhhhhh..........

afta uu gave ur word rite... i managed to tok to him that very day....twice actually.. at nite..for like 10 mins. !!!!
ahhh... it was gr8 fun... coz..as i had told uu abt that sms he received, he had to gimme his reply. hehe... n yea.. he did. a brief one. n then... the very NEXT dae.... i got to talk to him again....n then..again.. till like yestdae..... hmm.. n yea... so... another thank you... for that. : )

cant wait for you to come over... n i rele hope ntu MUN is bigger this yr..n better. hope uu will have fun wif me. :P

hmmm............ ahh..there r too many things... ah yes..

recently... i hav been feeling very contented at home. i mean... i neva feel like going outt... i jus feel damn happy lying at home, helping my mom n dad... i am making up for all the time which i falied to spend with my parents..my family.
its a good feeling... am helping my dad with bank stuff..n he's been teachin me hell lotta stuff lately. even when i feel like going out.. i go out on my own... like the other dae..i went to orchard hotel... for the Australian Uni fair... i walked from Borders all the way to grange rd.. n then.. spend some time there.... it was pretty useful. then i walked to RELC building..which is like at the othe rend of grange road. but i swear to god... the condos and houses and hotels look so scenic. i thoroughly enjyed my walk. i was listening to my mp3...n the wind was rele nice n chilly. ahhh.... it was such a scenic walk... i mean.. a very beautiful feeling. i was actually whole-heartedly happy. uffff.... wow...shieshh...
neva felt like dat before. then i walked back all the wayy.... and all along my mind was elsewhere...on someone else...
uu wont believe it...but i was actually...skippin to the beat of waddeva song i was listenin to... i mean.. like... skipping as in.. swinging my hands...n like putting my hands thru my hair... n jumpin.. yea... i knw..sounds crazy...but then...uu shld like try it....lovely feeling.


hmm.... i ll be going back to india sometime in April to give an entrance exam. thinking of studying there...
and guess am also gon try for Amity i guess. i mean..i cant believe my parents actually gave me a yes to like try it out there. i dun wann get my hopes up too high. jus like i told him. but uu knw..he was very happy when he hrd this news. hmmm....my sister has promised me...that we would all be going on a vacation to Delhi this april...n all... am rele excited...i mean.. hellooo.. anyone in my place would be head over heels n crazyyy...kinda crazzyyy... ufffff.....


i feel as though 2009 is a fresh start for alot of things. uu knw.. on New Yrs eve, i was with my parents at the Singapore Flyer which illuminated the night sky very beautifully. when the fireworks came on rite.... for like almost 20 mins...or so... we were all smiling n truly enjoying the moment. i was obviously missing him soo much n the best part was...he was too. n he actually tried calling me!!!! screw the bloody network. ah well. his presence would have uplifted those moments... oh well.... but then again... i enjoyed it with my parents. yes.

so thats abt it... i mean...yea... kinda wads been happening.
the explicit details r only for me to knw...hmm.. yep.




~a very happy gurl~