yes.you.

Slice of sexyness. hushed hawtness. attractiveness. relucent rawness. innoxious Friend.

i havent been in touch with you for quite some time. uu can blame ur former school for that.

so its been a year or so? rite? rite?...nod ur head. yea. of course ur a nice person. u hav been an awesome friend. ur remarkably cool...on top of it all, the ultimate Joker...till ur frnd came along. but then, to me..ur the JoKKer.

uu do know the list can go on n on right...? at least now u knw.

ur songs. i am beyond words for that. they keep getting better every other time. yea..i know..u would probably have a lot of songs to send me by now. i recommend you to make a collection and give it to me on 18/11. the songs you hav sent bring the greatest joy to me. n yes, u hav witnessed the instant frenzy which i go into upon the sensing audio pleasure.( courteousy of yes you )

i think you know that ur one of my closest friends. of the minimal few i hav. so congrats to u. ur modesty, wacko-ness, humor, tastes are some of the things that got uu as my frnd. so..thank you. n yes.. all the intersting nicknames that i hav received from you. i cannot outrun you in terms of the number of names you have, one of which was my contribution. hah.

i also must thank you for bringing me into a world of hottest guys. yes. am refering to ur counter-parts in europe. one day you should also become an ISP. ( for u to figure out..nt that difficult. seriously)

a gentle reminder : you still owe me a concert with all my favourite performing stars.

Venue: ur home a.k.a CLUB AyO

and i hav yet to scribble something on your purple FUN Wall. god knows when that will happen.

oh yea...continue writing. i mean ur rap. do justice to the music you listen to. :P

ok thats it.

stay the way you are.

and

Happy Birthday

- hope u knw wad the very first line spells -

~latinolovebird~

2 in 17 lines

these 17 lines were written on 17/2/07

feeling so high 
with you in my mind 
am holding back, wishing no goodbyes 

with the rain on my lips  
instead of yours 
getting drenched only in your words 

melting, i am  
in your presence 
your eyes, ripping out my innocence 

help me, am in a mess  
because of u, i cant 
go around just making any sense 

only two things left to know  
an answer i demand, 
why can't i be your shadow? 

i refuse to understand  
why do all good things come to an end?

she is....

Naive, she was once
Idling away with life
Versatility, she wants
Effortlessly, she aims to find

trapped within a ring of fire
they said no, she got closer
alas, she got burnt
together with her selfish desires

she starts to think, she
remembers to listen
to become stronger, she
must pull off the mask of innocence

A bridge awaits her
every plank, an hurdle
no ropes nor rails
with each step forward, she has yet to fail

A whole new she
people may not have seen
a handful had noticed
her eyes filled with dreams

Again she fell, but
within the zone of comfort and knowledge
she is pleased...yes
but not yet impressed

If you yearn to know her
never act too personal
unpredictable yet so natural
you're always welcome to her world

A tinge of pink
on her lips
curves into a smile
which forces you to think

try only to be with her
not...never be her
or else
get killed by a sniper




this is one of the most classic ones i'hv eva written. i simply love it.

directionz

this was my first piece i think....



feelin low
cant seem to understand y
so shallow
i look in da mirror,"oh my!"

along the shores
i'm walkin
thinkin'
what i was made for

is this what i wanted
i ask myself for da 100th time
this question i can neva answer
no matter how hard i try

write my name on the sand
its gone, in a second
how i wish my sorrow..
also...

i stand up n head back
to where i came from,
no...no...
now to a place unknown...

moments.....

the next few entries which ur gonna see are some of the stuff i wrote 2 years ago. i managed to dig them out after a long time... so yea... they have been crafted based on strong emotions... n some of them can actually be sung....am nt tellin you the tune....like hell yea.. go figure it out urself.

here's the first one.


Me Against Them

do you know
how it feels
to be alone
in a crowd

all my anger
wont subside
fallin' apart
inside

i dont know me
not enough
so far off
tell me why

is it so hard
to realize
what you see
in my eyes

wont you let me be,
what i wanna feel
its my life, not yours

dont you dare tell me
we share the same dreams
no lies and don't hide

take a step back
let me walk
trust in me
no regrets

if i fall
it's alright
i know how
to make it right

i say its passion
causing acceleration
through my journey
gotta fight

you can't try
to make me understand life
let me learn, on my own

i believe that only
destiny will take me,
where I, belong...

all my wants
can't even touch
but my needs
are with me

am i asking
for too much
yet i thought
its just the start..

more to come...

wad am ii ?

seriously... i dunoo wad am doing...

i am beginnin to loose touch wid everything arnd me..

feel like am going insane...just a part of me..

which wants to talk to uu...but it juz aint workin..who am i tah blame

i swear this world'z nuffin but crazy... if u'hv nt seen...

thn reality's gon hit ya swtt....

so much shitt...i dun wann do..i plead...

uu think dere aint no way outt...

look here...ya need some luv...

she aint lookin fo it

but she dont see it comin her way

she cant ask fo itt...

but she knwz one thing fo sure...

tat one special love aint fo sho

so she gon giv it back real slow

she knws..someone nt gon like it...but that aint gon stop her

coz phase one is ovah....mah next move in control

if ya cant help herr...thn shud dah fuck uP

coz ya knw waddd??...she doesnt wann hear uu ouuttt....




___




if uu evah happen to read this...then...dont ask her why she wrote it. coz...i bet she doesnt knw it herself.
seriously.. dont ask. unless uu were given the privilege tah do so.






~latinolovebird~

remember the name

this is one of the most sensible lyrics i have eva come across so far. i love it. i intend write my own version soon. uu rock da houze FM!!!!

You ready?! Lets go!
Yeah, for those of you that want to know what we're all about
It's like this y'all (c'mon!)


This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!

Mike! - He doesn't need his name up in lights
He just wants to be heard whether it's the beat or the mic
He feels so unlike everybody else, alone
In spite of the fact that some people still think that they know him
But fuck em, he knows the code
It's not about the salary
It's all about reality and making some noise
Makin the story - makin sure his clique stays up
That means when he puts it down Tak's pickin it up! let's go!

Who the hell is he anyway?
He never really talks much
Never concerned with status but still leavin them star struck
Humbled through opportunities given to him despite the fact
That many misjudge him because he makes a livin from writin raps
Put it together himself, now the picture connects
Never askin for someone's help, to get some respect
He's only focused on what he wrote, his will is beyond reach
And now when it all unfolds, the skill of an artist

It's just twenty percent skill
Eighty percent fear
Be one hundred percent clear cause Ryu is ill
Who would've thought that he'd be the one to set the west in flames
And I heard him wreckin with The Crystal Method, "Name Of The Game"
Came back dropped Megadef, took em to church
I like bleach man, why you have the stupidest verse?
This dude is the truth, now everybody be givin him guest spots
His stock's through the roof I heard he fuckin with S. Dot!


They call him Ryu The Sick
And he's spittin fire with Mike
Got him out the dryer he's hot
Found him in Fort Minor with Tak
Been a fuckin annihilist porcupine
He's a prick, he's a cock
The type woman want to be with, and rappers hope he get shot
Eight years in the makin, patiently waitin to blow
Now the record with Shinoda's takin over the globe
He's got a partner in crime, his shit is equally dope
You wont believe the kind of shit that comes out of this kid's throat

Tak! - He's not your everyday on the block
He knows how to work with what he's got
Makin his way to the top
People think its a common owners name
People keep askin him was it given at birth
Or does it stand for an acronym?
No he's livin proof, Got him rockin the booth
He'll get you buzzin quicker than a shot of vodka with juice
Him and his crew are known around as one of the best
Dedicated to what they doin give a hundred percent

Forget Mike - Nobody really knows how or why he works so hard
It seems like he's never got time
Because he writes every note and he writes every line
And I've seen him at work when that light goes on in his mind
It's like a design is written in his head every time
Before he even touches a key or speaks in a rhyme
And those motherfuckers he runs with, those kids that he signed?
Ridiculous, without even trying, how do they do it?!


Yeah! Fort Minor
M. Shinoda - Styles of Beyond
Ryu! Takbir! Machine Shop!


uu gon hear mah stYle soon...






~latinolovebird~

idiot moment

i dunno wadda hell i was thinkin.. but when i went to school this mornin.. ( btw.. i was late fo sch today!!)..n i saw her climbing the stairs... i actually smiled and waved at her!!!!!! waddah fuk is wrong wif uuu gurll??!!!
i had totally forgotten...like..shittttt uuuu!!! she also smiled at me..and waved but it was different... it was some kinda frail smile..from what i could make out. and i mean... yaa..obviously she would smile coz i was such an ass to smile at her firstt!!... crap mann... n then it shook me... like..i remembred the sms she sent me yestdae... damn... i mean.. i knw she's ok now..well kinda..but that doesnt mean... arghh.....wad were uu thinkin!!! n thn...i just looked down...n was lost momentarily....

i wanted to pass her that tag later on. and thank god i saw her...during some break... n whn i did, she was shocked. am nt sure whether...tears were in her eyes..but i knw..she liked it.. ( one gd thingg uu did.. )
n then she hugged me... well yea... it felt gdd to be hugged afta like...decades... anyways... i told her i ll tok to her sometime soon... i hav no idea whn is that.... :) i hope soon.. coz..even i hav stuff to tell but i think i'd rather hold back my stories... well yea... i ought to.

now...lemmeh gett lostt..n start studyyin... :)




~latinolovebird~

she....

....yes..she..

i have known her for quite a while..well..long enough perhaps. i must admit i have yet to see another one like her. beneath the face of what i call natural beauty, lies her unbeatable inner strength. as i try to maneuver my way through in life, am glad i set my eyes upon her. one who thinks alike, feels alike and on top of it all, knows what reality has to offer. her honest and sensible replies, with delicate concern are a few things that fascinate me. i can safely say from what i recall that she's been through times which i cannot imagine myself in. they toughened her up, she told me once and yes i agree. she has. i clearly remember a phone call she made once..to me..yes. i did not expect the call as i thought i would have been the last one on her list but my..what a surprise. she was hurt. emotionally. deep inside me, i knew i would be of least help because i was not used to consoling beings, telling them not to cry when they wanted to so badly. her faint cries over the receiver scared me at first then came her story. the involvement of the opposite gender was not new to me but her mixed feelings were. initially, i was confused, then i placed myself in her shoes, and gave it a thought. i am not to award credit to myself for comforting her as i vaguely remember doing so. but i hoped she appreciated the presence of a girl on the other end of the line as much as i did being there for her.



a year had passed. people changed. perspectives changed. priorities shifted. we drifted. apart. then came times when we met not because we planned to but more of what i wish to call...we were meant to. every time i heard her speak, advise, comfort and cheer, the assurance in me grew exponentially. she was the kind of friend i wanted. we were not exactly close but when ever we spoke, a feeling of ease dawned upon me.



recently, i have been in touch with her. pretty well. she has done me favors which i simply appreciate and i wish to give her something. i already have it. as much as i wanted it for myself, i thought she deserved it.
a strong feeling suggests that i will not lose this friend. unlike the many which i already have. do i regret? wish i knew. even the ascending strength of blue reflects the trust i place upon her.





~ latinolovebird ~

Fiery Unpredictable Charm Killin' Innocent Natural Gurl



or



Fabulously Unique Candy Knockin' Idealistic Naughty Gurl




you decide





if not, gimme somethin' bettah.








~latinolovebird~

NIKE+ HUMAN RACE 10K

i cannot think of another way to mark the end of august with a bang!! on the 31st of august, the most craziest fun thing eva....nike + human race 10k too place. n guess what... singapore was the 1st city among 24 others to close the registration!!.. we rock ur world ok!! we had over 11000 runners..n from my sch SRJC, we had more than 400 runners!!!
thats jus amazing!!! so yea... the event kicked a little later than the expected time of 4.15. it was just tooo crowded but hey the feelin was gd man... like...everyone was so up abt it...n trust me..srjcians couldnt be bothered abt the fact that they were runnin 10k....coz..we guys..just clocked in 10k earlier this month on the 2nd. kudos to uu guys!!!!

however, i must agree that this 10k around the esplanade area...was indeed more tiring compared to my sch's 10k. for this run, the end point seem an eternity away...there were too many up-slopes..so yea..was kinda tough...but hell!!! we just kept going!!!going!!going!!!....

when i was almost reachin the 7K mark...it was very disappointing to see foreigners cheering us own while Singaporeans acted blatantly. oh well...thats just the way they more...most of them. NOT ALL. anyways...

i finally reached the 9k mark...n afta that..it was simply a race against the time..... i seriously wanted to finish it within 70 to 75 mins... n i guess i did. coz..the electronic gantry kinda cocked up...so yea.. i roughly calculated...


n thn..we had this awesome concert!!!!! BOYS LIKE GIRLS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they came dwn to perfrom for us..!! n ohh mann..they totally rocked.... taya n utt, the hosts..were like..throwin away 20 ipod nanos into the crowd...plus..yet-to-be-released womens' nike runnin shoes.....goshhhh..i soo wanted the nano!!...ahh...nvm!!!....

what i wished for more..was for 2 of my best friends to be there... !!!..rele..i think they would have enjoyed it sooo mcuh!!..n me too!!!!!!! i was soo bloodyy happy that day...screamin..shoutin..cheerrinnnGG!!!!...ahhhh........

n the highlight of yestdae..was..wass...SRJC FUCKIN WON THE SCH CATEGORY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
$10 000 + $3000 NIKE VOUCHER !!!!!! can uu believe thatt!!!!!!!!! am soo proud of my sch for once!!!!!

uu gooo srjc!!!!!!!!! uu rock babe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love y'all for doing our sch proud!..:P


hmmmmm......so yeahh.......i just..soo loved yestdae!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! soo yestdae!!!!!!!!!


~latinolovebird~